1 – 2 – 3 SLEEP!

Sleep deprivation Finally we convinced mom to take a sleeping pill. For those who raised kids: sleep deprivation when baby cries is manageable when: you are 20something or 30something sooner or later the baby will be a silent toddler Yet moms sleep deprivation could only become worse as: she is 70 something the metastatic liver … Read more

Durogesic

And not duragesic. We gave father a stronger dose as we all interpret fathers’ face as being in pain. Father asked for drops, and the only drops he ever took are the Contramal drops. Fathers’ pain medication went from Durogesic patch 25microgram/h to 50. No patch from 37.5: kind of all or nothing this pain … Read more

Lord of Pain

Lord of pain…, Lord of cancer… My believe in the Lord has been scattered a lot since father is suffering from secondary liver cancer. Personally I find the Lord a big coward for not wanting to show us where the primary cancer is. Why are we not at least given a fair chance to beat … Read more

Snowman Cancer Story

Metastatic liver cancer takes a patient… like the sun takes a snowman…: if it freezes, the snowman does not melt, stays the same, yet will never get bigger. if it gets warmer a bit, the snowman melts a bit on a hot sunny day: the snowman melts a lot… Last few days, it seems like … Read more

Palliative Care

Mom is caregiver to help father with his metastatic liver cancer. Sounds great, yet mom is 75 years old yet 20 years in spirits. But her body is feeling the fatigue so hard, that now her back is in tremendous pain. Tramadol Mom takes a painkiller listed in my Top 10 pain killers. For those … Read more

Risperdal side effects

For father the Risperdal side effects are: paizoefjnmqssf In other words… Risperdal side effects are no effects at all Father didn’t take Risperdal yesterday, for some reason he spitted it out. Today father was active all the time (what happened to the naps a lot of cancer patients take? father just didn’t sleep at all, … Read more